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[31 Aug 2009|01:14pm] |
UPDATE:
This is exactly why I will never get an iPhone. (AT&T blocks 4chan y'all).
  
PS. ROBO KISS
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| eatshitdie |
[26 Aug 2009|01:21am] |
so i spent almost 40 dollhairs on this awesome, holy relic; ms-06 zaku 2 ***CRYSTAL VERSION*** model kit.
i was nearly pissing myself of exitement trekking back home, in the heat. i held it very close to me and kept looking in the bag at it.
   
 
i was fantasizing all the things i was going to do with it, (masturbation, worshipping of a false idol, staring at, sleeping with, confessing sins) than once i get it open, i see that
IT HAS NO INSTRUCTIONS
:( T__T :( T__T :(
and im no gundam model master. but ill find a way dont u worry.
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| oh hey... |
[28 Jul 2009|09:53pm] |
so today, i had a physical at the doctors. and all was going well until he sat down and motioned for me to drop trou for genital inspection. as i did this my dick twitched and started semi-ing. and and then the doctor said, "well at least we know it works". gr8 great gr8. it was so awkward i just like sort of chuckled and he continued to feel around for lumps and shit.
i was going to write more. but someone just said something really messed up to me. not really messed up. but it really messed up my brain. and my sore body cant stand to stay up to midnight to dl marvel vs capcom 2 on xbox360 with bro like original plan.
goodnight comrades
-adam
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| enter my gayme world |
[12 Apr 2009|07:41pm] |
so i brought video game system back to the city with me when i came back from spring break... n64 + ps2... i played a lot of video games growing up. zelda, mario, final fantasy, morrowind, pso, donkey kong, resident evil, megaman and so many more. but then at 16 - 17 i kind of gave them up.
because i would just go to school then track or swimming then come home and game all the time
no friends
no hw
just games.
then i got back into it because i missed it so much. and played it more casually. but
ive been huge gamer lately. not leaving room playing games. then looking at toys online (very otaku) and its making me more aggressive.
then i had this really aggressive dream where i was in a video game and it was so dreamcast x100000. but it was first like a dating sim, then it evolved into a 1st person shooter/rpg.
the bad guy was this person named j___my. but then in the end he turns good, sacrificing himself and the factory to save me. i want to make this kind of game real 1 day!
so now im just putting hw off, not hanging with people.
just gamezzz.
odin sphere, ff8, katamari, darkstalkers 3, majoras mask.
i need to learn how to manage time better.
 ( S0UL FIST )
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[09 Mar 2009|03:20am] |
as i lay here in bed. im getting hot from the large sweatshirt i am wearing. my mind travels. i feel like my body is getting duller, feel like my senses are dulling.
i feel that old self slowly drift away. i hold on with my hand. holding on for dear life, not letting it leave. the world cuts off my hand. so i grab it with my arms (in the form of a hug). it cuts off my arms. so i grab it with my mouth. i refuse to let you go adam. i refuse to silence the cat.
i will lay hear reading ff8 fan fiction, i will fight for myself. i will fight for my soul. i need more adventures. i need less thinking. more being
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| zombie behavior |
[05 Jan 2009|12:52am] |
do u ever make plans for the future and then once u get to the future u dont do that?
thats what being home has done to me.
i just game. and watch movies. and rave in my room.
havent even been reading that much...
now just in a really bad cycle cant get out of it.
not even hanging out with anyone really either.
i dont feel lonely or sad
just numb
vegetating
i keep thinking
"tomorrow ill get stuff done"
but then tomorrow comes and i play games, and i think "just for a little bit".
and then it 12am...
so its bad to think about the future
because THE PRESENT IS MOST IMPORTANT dont forget about the PRESENT
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